Imparting my confidence to Ayvan

Hi everybody! How are you? I know its been a while, isn't that so? I've missed you as well. Hihi. I have been genuine occupied of late and lost my blogging mojo a bit, yet it has returned now. Sowrry.

At any rate, such a large number of things happened and as I made a guarantee to i, will be keeping some for myself. *wink. It's not all negative naman, some are great that I'll be offering soon. For the interim, I'll impart my musings nalang muna.

Turning out from a Christian home had a gigantic element of who I am today and I need my youngster to be the same. Thus, I made a go at seeking and arranging of what Church, Where and What time are their separate administrations. Blessed enough, I discovered one that has suites our calendar and circumstance. It's Victory Fellowship at Robinson's Metro East. I've been listening to great things about Victory Christian Fellowship from my partners and I generally let them know that 1 day I will bring Ayvan to one of their limbs. Also I did. We had officially went to three times there and I would say that its the particular case that I've been searching for. The individuals are decent, nature is exceptional and basically, I have been restored - my confidence has been lighted at the end of the day.

I quit going to Church when I was in school. I was existing autonomously that time and was centered around studies, however there was a profound yearning. I started feeling unfilled and no bearing. My association with God has been on and off. Now and again I felt I needed to implore on some circumstance, yet I don't know where to begin. It was similar to I couldn't recover my route not until Avyan came.

As a guardian, I feel that its my mission to raise him to love and know God. I need to impart my confidence to him. I need him to have great ethics and values and see a few things the way I saw them. I know its going to be extreme. I'm no holy person however with the dedication that I have for this mission and with God's direction, I know I will be okay.

That will be for now, more kwento soon.

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My sweet little Ayvan..

There were heaps of stuff happened inside the last couple of days. I won't dive into points of interest any longer as it may exhaust you. I can just impart bits of them to permit some secret in my life. I know I've been exceptionally open with what's happening with my life since I started this humble web journal. I would certainly attempt to keep the inspiration burnin' until the end. So forget me if off and on again my post are a smidgen miserable and appears as though I'm making my site a "venting web" thing yet I am urgently simply letting you know what's on my brain.

Making headway, a week ago I felt like the most noticeably awful Mother in the whole universe. Why? This is what happened..

I needed to send my minimal one again in Batangas because of a wild circumstance. I never arranged nor suspected that I'll be far from him for some time. It was one of the hardest choices I made. It hit me more when he was hospitalized without me.

Mother was continually messaging me keep going Sunday night about Ayvan's growing teeth. We all ability uncomfortable it is to the children, even to grown-ups when our knowledge tooth goes out, isn't that so? It is super uncomfortable. Envision the agony. What more it is to them who can just take much.

Again to my story, Ayvan's temperature was excessively high making him shake. Mother and Dad hurried the young man to the closest clinic and had him checked and observed straight away. By night of that day the Pedia let them know that everything about his research facility test is ordinary and that they can take him home.

Where had I been? At work, reviling my telephone to bite the dust so early. I didn't have my charger with me that day.

Mother was disturbed with me and apprehensive in light of the fact that she can't stand to perceive how Ayvan was. Fever. Would like to consume that brought on ruined milk and ceaseless interest. I can't accuse her, she'd experienced a great deal that traumatized her (like conceiving 4 however just me and my sibling were cleared out). That is to say, seeing Ayvan has brought back the dread and ache. The result was, while Ayvan was hurried Mom left her telephone some place. She was hollering the minute she gave the minimal one to the Doctor. Thank God Dad was there to solace her, however he, additionally, was excessively anxious and overlooked everything. Nobody reached me and on the off chance that they can or will I'll never know it in light of the fact that my telephone kicked the bucket.

Tuesday was the point at which I got notification from them. The principal thought I had was to get there as quick as I can and yes I did, yet, all the more terrible emotions put me alert all through the whole ride. I was feeling powerless, stressed, irate and confounded.

Also when I at last got there, the look in his little hazel tan eyes made me shout. He embraced me, looked at me without flinching and grinned and I couldn't quit shouting. Goodness God. Mother said I was overcompensating, yet she can't accuse me.

I was there for a couple of days and I've seen him rejecting any food and how he became thin in just 3 days. It shattered my whole heart. Thank God he is now okay and back to his normal self. I would never want that happened again and I will definitely do my best to keep him near. It will be tough but nothing's stronger than my love for him.

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Monay French Toast

There were bunches of stuff happened inside the last couple of days. I won't dive into subtle elements any longer as it may exhaust you. I can just impart bits of them to permit some riddle in my life. I know I've been extremely open with what's happening with my life since I started this humble online journal. I would certainly attempt to keep the energy burnin' until the end. So pardon me if in some cases my post are a tad bit pitiful and appears as though I'm making my web journal a "venting internet" thing yet I am frantically simply letting you know what's on my brain.

Advancing, a week ago I felt like the most exceedingly bad Mother in the whole universe. Why? This is what happened..

I needed to send my minimal one again in Batangas because of a wild circumstance. I never arranged nor believed that I'll be far from him for some time. It was one of the hardest choices I made. It hit me more when he was hospitalized without me.

Mother was continually messaging me keep going Sunday night about Ayvan's growing teeth. We all ability uncomfortable it is to the children, even to grown-ups when our astuteness tooth goes out, correct? It is super uncomfortable. Envision the ache. What more it is to them who can just take much.

Once again to my story, Ayvan's temperature was excessively high making him shake. Mother and Dad hurried the young man to the closest healing facility and had him checked and observed straight away. By night of that day the Pedia let them know that everything about his research facility test is ordinary and that they can take him home.

Where had I been? At work, reviling my telephone to pass on so early. I didn't have my charger with me that day.

Mother was disturbed with me and anxious in light of the fact that she can't stand to perceive how Ayvan was. Fever. Would like to consume that brought on ruined milk and endless interest. I can't accuse her, she'd experienced a great deal that traumatized her (like conceiving 4 however just me and my sibling were cleared out). That is to say, seeing Ayvan has brought back the dread and agony. The result was, while Ayvan was hurried Mom left her telephone some place. She was shouting the minute she gave the minimal one to the Doctor. Thank God Dad was there to solace her, however he, additionally, was excessively apprehensive and overlooked everything. Nobody reached me and in the event that they can or will I'll never know it on the grounds that my telephone passed on.

Tuesday was the point at which I got notification from them. The principal thought I had was to get there as quick as I can and yes I did, however, all the more regrettable sentiments put me up and about all through the whole ride. I was feeling powerless, stressed, irate and befuddled.

What's more when I at last got there, the look in his minor hazel tan eyes made me shout. He embraced me, looked at me without flinching and grinned and I couldn't quit hollering. Gracious God. Mother said I was going overboard, however she can't accuse me.

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Macaroni Soup and Champorado

I'm in the mood to cook! Obvious naman sa title palang db? Hehehe. Yesterday was raining, literally the whole day here in Antipolo so I thought of cooking soup dishes (masabaw) for my family . I came up with Macaroni Soup and Champorado. Macaroni in the morning and Champorado as our merienda. My boys liked them so much. Mahirap i-please si Dadi A pagdating sa food because he cooks and he's way too better than me kaya its an achievement that he liked them. For sure these two dishes are very famous in every pinoy family household. They're very easy to do. And to be honest, t'was my first time to prepare them. Yay! I'll start with the Macaroni Soup, here it goes.

Macaroni Soup

Good for 4-5 Servings

Stuff needed:
2 pcs chicken sliced thinly
1/8 kgs ground pork
4 garlic cloves bruised
2 tablespoon butter
1/4 teaspoon black ground pepper
1 cup macaroni pasta
1/2 tablespoon salt
1 medium cabbage
6 cups water
1 small onion chopped
1 medium carrot diced
2 onion leaks
1 small can evaporated milk
1 chicken broth cube

How to do it.
1. Saute garlic and onion in butter over low heat.Add chicken, ground pork and fry for 4 -5 minutes.

3. Put chicken broth cube, macaroni pasta, black ground pepper and salt. Simmer for 10 minutes

4. Place carrots, cabbage, onion leaks and evaporated milk. Boil for 1-2 minutes.

Champorado

Good for 3 servings

Stuff needed:
1/8 kgs Glutinous rice
4 Cups of water
1 small can of evaporated milk
1/2 cup cocoa
3 tablespoon brown sugar

How to do it.
1. Add Glutinous rice and Cocoa together and until the glutinous rice is cooked and until it has reached your preferred thickness.

2. Add sugar to taste. Stir a few more times then remove from heat.

3. Ladle champorado in separate bowls and put some evaporated milk.

Serve them with lots of LOVE!

And he's ready to dig. He likes the champoradora more - he had 2 servings of it.

Its not only that its rainy season already that I thought of soup dishes, it is also because of my toddler son who is now into table food. He likes malasang food na so, I really need to practice cooking more. Hihi.

Mommies these dishes are definitely worth to serve with love to your husband and kids. Try them.

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Days without our little one and a Father's Day letter to Dadi A.

Two weeks ago, I sent our little one in Batangas with Yaya Zai for vacation. My Mom and nephew live there and Ayvan loves his cousin so much that whenever they see each other is chaotic. Imagine the mess inside Mom's house. Two youngsters and their numerous toys. Haha.

T'was our first time being separated from the little man that long. It seems like forever. I think I phoned Mom and Zai five times a day. I missed him. I couldn't eat that much, though I was able to sleep straight at night, which I seriously needed. Also, Ace and I had more time together. Matters had been rocky between us lately, but we've managed to make it through. Being a mother taught me to carry on when I don’t feel like I can because it's necessary and putting myself second to everything I decide.

Last Sunday, Father's day, we fetched Ayvan. We did not celebrate on that day. We're so exhausted with the travel and all. Ayvan wasn't feeling well too. He doesn't eat, even his milk. Mom said his nose bleed the other day and lost his appetite. She suspected that it was due to his new set of teeth, but I don't want to assume that's exactly it so I had him checked at the Marikina Valley Medical Center. The Pedia confirmed Mom's conclusion. He prescribed Xylogel for Ayvan's swollen gums and appetite, toothbrush and toothpaste for his smelly saliva. Haha. Mama said she was too afraid to brush the little one's teeth because it may hurt him more, but the Pedia said it's a must and so I bought stuff.

Getting home, I saw a really small cake that has "I heard Dad" topping. I bought it too for Ace - a humble token of his undying love. And here's my letter to him.

Dear Dad,

Thank you for your love, understanding and support. Thank you for your loyalty and tenderness. I know you love us and you are struggling with your new status as a "Dad" - like being selfless. I also know that makes you stressed sometimes and at some point you don't want to be stuck at home. Yes, making compromises can be hard, but that's why I'm here. We chose each other to create a family and we are going to manage it until the end. We will work on those together, slowly. Ayvan loves you so much. And by the way, welcome to fatherhood!

Happy FATHER'S DAY! ♥

PS: Parenthood is an adventure. Embrace it.

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A day at Philippine Science Centrum

As a working Mom, quality time outside our house is an effort - bringing the Yaya and all the stuff. But I would like my son to learn, to interact with other children and other things outside his comfort zone (our home). That is why as much as possible or as early as now I want to expose him to the world and one of those places where he will definitely learn are Science Museums.

He's a queer little boy and that's a good sign. I admit, I am not a sound teacher. I don't have that kind of patience. As an alternative, I vowed to provide my kid the stuff that will help him learn such as books, nursery rhymes in CDs, piano music as one of his sleeping routine. I sometimes talk to him in English, but most of the time in Tagalog. I want him to grow up as normal as other children do.

When Lani posted the invite on our online community, I immediately signed up. Saturday on that week we went to PSC. It was a day of fun and learning experience for Ayvan and me.

Philippine Science Centrum is located at E-com building inside the Riverbanks Center in Marikina -  next to ours (Antipolo City) so, going there was easy and thanks to Karen for guiding us.

They feature several "mind-challenging" and interactive exhibits. One of their staff gave us a tour and showcased what the machines are all about.

Ayvan's favorites? Look at the photos.

This is the Colored Shadow exhibit. They will ask you to stand in the center of the white wall and you will see your shadow in different color.

He was looking at it like a candy because of the colors.

He found a new buddy.

This is one of their Body Works Exhibit. The Pick a Cone

His favorite. He couldn't take his hands off it.

The Echo Tube

He got confused. I shouted once but he heard his name many times.

 Inside the Kids World there's a mini Market place, Slide, Reading Corner, Blocks and Lego.

His first time to slide down. Woot Woot! Look at his face. He was nervous. Haha

He loves Lego as you can see. He almost doesn't want to go down.

The ever famous Van De Graaff exhibit. 

When you touch the sphere, watch your hair stands. Its because of the positive charge.

Sympathetic Swing

The Pipes of Pan exhibit.

The sound depends on how long or short the pipe is.

I noticed that Ayvan seems fascinated in Bodywork exhibits. He likes to touch and feel things. I think it is a good sign and with that, this will never be the first time to visit such place as this.

Philippine Science Centrum is definitely a place where your kids learn while having fun like my little one. Visit the place now and you will never regret when you see you kids' reactions.

Here are their admission Fees.

Maximum of 1.5 hours, additional Php 60.00 every hour thereafter.

Adult/s: Php 120.00/head
Children below 2 yrs.old: FREE
Students:
Private School: Php 120.00/head
Public School: Php 95.00/head

Teachers with ID: FREE
Senior Citizen with ID: 50% discount

They're open from Monday to Saturday 8 a.m. to 5 p.m

Contact details:
Reservation : (63 2) 942-5136
PFST Office : (63 2) 942-4137
Cellphone Number: 09052597771
Telefax : (63 2) 942-5091
Check their website: http://www.science-centrum.ph/
Like them on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/philippinesciencecentrum

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#NuffnangMovieNight - XMEN

So, I received an email from Nuffnang and confirmed to it. Exclusive screening of XMEN with food and cocktails? Tempting, right? Who would say no if you're free.

My work hours is entirely up until 3PM every weekdays. Weekends are my off days. So, a film on a friday night will not hurt my schedule. I signed up, completed my entry and won.

I actually plan to go with Ace but he can't. It would have been a nice date for us. We never watched a movie together after Ayvan came. I don't know, maybe it's our work schedule that doesn't fit, or it's not our main priority anymore, or we feel guilty leaving Ayvan to his Yaya. I don't know. Watching a movie (outside) was never brought up as well. Maybe that's it.

I invited Kumare (Ace's cousin and Ayvan's ninang, Jojo), I told you I will not miss it. I'd rather drag someone else arm to come with me than dropping it. Haha. Lucky enough she wants to watch it too.
We came early, I think around 7PM. I know I was exhausted but not feeling it because I'm happy and excited. I was already awake since 3AM that day and the travel going there worn me off, but it was not a problem for me that time.  We roamed and by 8 PM we fell in line, got our tickets and eat.






The food was served buffet style. There's a colorful nachos everywhere, chicken lollipop, toasted bread with suasage on top, a delicious garlic pasta (Not so sure of its name).and an unlimited iced tea.


There was I think 5-6 small round tables outside cinema 1. There were no chairs. The table is good for 6 dessert plates. Some said that was the first time that Nuffnang provided real food, before it was just popcorn and drinks. I must be lucky eh? Teehee.









I had fun. XMEN was great. I really enjoy it. Thanks Nuffnang! Til next time.

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